Sunday, September 2, 2007
i cant believe he could say it so many times. i tried to ignore, simply treating him as an idiot. this is really too much. i guess he failed to understand how much those words hurt. i always wonder will he regret treating me like that. i guess not, i dont need such a person in my life. if now at this very moment, i walk out on the street and get knock over by a car, die on the spot, i would be better off. he wouldnt care. to him, im just nothing. just somebody to yell at when he gets upset, somebody to insult when he simply feels like it, somebody who dont worth his love, just like a maid who he can order around. if he doesnt treat me as family, why should i? he thinks that he is the smartest who knows everything, have all the rights, and when he gets upset, the whole world owes him a big deal. just what is so good about you? to me, nothing, nothing worth mentioning. if i am useless, how much are you better than me. have you shown concern to the folks at home, or at least try to talk to them more. share happiness with them, or rather us? you're just behaving like an individual, one who doesnt need family. all you need is your love. alright, only she is true and cares about you. whatever, who gives a damn.
all along, i shown you respect, tried to talk to you, hoping to close up the gap with you, but what have you done? seriously, what have you done for me, and for us. think. what is so good about you that you can insult people in such a way. you are far from being perfect, you certainly in no position to say that. so what if you're alr in uni, so what if you're older, what's so great about it? you can be in your own world for all i care, thinking that everyone must give in to you. i wont bother. i'll just get on with my own life, do whatever i want, like you never exist.
thank you for being such an asshole today. i appreciate that.
That smile. Y
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