You, can't deny that smile.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Had headache in the morning, like AGAIN. so was late for OP session. apologies!
So, i presented formally. FINALLY! like once? haha.

Someone has obviously been such an ass. and if you're reading, i want to tell you:
Please stop being such an asshole, bastard. and
you really damn ass!
Be mad at me for all i care. best if you explode, anytime. haha.

So, played netball with the girls. well, it was embarrassing. i can be some rocket launcher already. haha. obviously returned everything to the coach. ): shall practise more and exercise more.
FAT FAT FAT!

but i did have some little achievement today. i skipped 100 times at one go, and did step-ups by myself. all self-initiated. well, i am not that lazy afterall. (:

I WANT TO JF JF JF! ):

dinner at hougang mall ljs, then to kovan for beancurd. then to compasspoint. haha. felt like i just walked a hundred miles. well, i feel bad for being so negative about her. but it was pretty funny leh. haha.

private joke: 15kg of rice? :DDDDDD

i learnt something from horoscope of the day!
Learning point:
Clarity is something you should never, ever take for granted.
So, clarify whatever you have not yet clarify today. You might find yourself in a situation where clarification is no longer important if you dont. dont wait till you lose it, then regret.
dont i sound sensible today? (:

mm, i think if i dont go out, i might turn rusty someday. haha. stardust here i come (:

what hurts the most.

That smile. Y 11:12 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

one paper cleared (:
seriously, this paper is crap. nobody expected the bee passage to come out. lucky i didnt read the textbook, and study much. if not damn am dui. anyway, the last part is quite tough.
well, its over!

went to lunch with darren, damien and cheryl. and what a day, everybody went seperate ways after that. darren and damien went to meet friends, cheryl went home! so no life ): nobody went out, cant believe it. haha.
so, i went home too.

then,
sleep
sleep
sleep.

sigh, and now feeling quite down. dont ask me why. cause i dont know either. haha, maybe finally there is once i start to pms. b-o-r-e-d.
sigh sigh sigh.

too little too late

That smile. Y 11:11 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

initially wanted to study for Chinese (oh, one more days to A's), but end up reading the bible. haha, ate at pepper lunch and i am very glad i did. the three of them was feeling hungry after that. haha!

so, today's topic is about condemnation. what a topic to ponder about. i was really touched by cheryl, when she say stuffs like never mind about the past. was really emo-ing for a while. and life group sessions, very chim. and got it after some explanation by lester. (:
it was fun, enriching and felt quite comfortable there :DDD

still considering whether i should go next week. hmmmm

went for dinner, icecream, and went home. i kind of miss eating the icecream. haha. (:
feel like some icecream addict.
huua went crazy over cheesecake. and i went crazy over icecream.
F-A-T-T-E-N-I-N-G.

somebody said this, ''love is for the lucky and strong.''
so am i the lucky or the strong?

and i heard about something that happened to my friend. some sad story. sigh
so, i went to read about my horoscope for today.

'For special insight into your latest quandary, turn to your coworkers or classmates today. You need to consult someone who either is in the same situation as you are, or has been before. First hand experience informs what they say to you and keep in mind that they might be leaving out some gory details for your own good. For that reason, you should get a few different opinions and hear things from several different perspectives. You can make the right decision, but first you need to hear the facts.'

so is this why god let me hear about her today?
are we in the same situation?
maybe its an indication i should do something about it. listen to more advices and make a decision.

chinese A's is coming! and i am totally not in the kind of mood. nuts.
tired, nights

That smile. Y 10:57 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

yesterday i totally lost my voice. it was like damn sad. and thanks to that, i found a new use of cue cards. haha. was very tired and slept quiet early last night. guess what, i woke up at 3.30 the this afternoon. haha. was shocked myself too. then went to kovan to meet huua for her cheesecake. then then nothing much happened.

sigh.

That smile. Y 11:11 PM

Monday, October 22, 2007

My horoscope for today:
After months or even years of going back and forth in a relationship, you will reach a major turning point, thanks to a revelation, today. Sometimes things come to an abrupt ending, while other times they just slowly fade away. Certain truths are starting to become too obvious to ignore -- so you will have to stop ignoring them. Until you see things as they truly are, you can't move forward and give your full attention to someone who is much more deserving of your time.

That smile. Y 11:04 PM

Finally have the mood to sit in front of my com and work on my OP script.

Went to sch today and was late. Thought of making full advantage of the rain, so was slowly taking my time to sch. Haha :DDD

So, i self-declared myself promoted. haha. got 38 points.

cl - A
gp - E
phy - S
econs - E
math - C
chem - U

b-ECAUSE? haha. (:

Sore throat and cough is getting worse. in fact, its killing me. plus gastric, finally back in sch after two days of mc and its seriously unbearable. addition to that, i was to the max sleeeeeeppyyy. not being able to speak properly and sound right is real torture to me. and i cant singgg. ):

very very very sad.
felt like a sad song with nothing to say.
i mean no ability to say.

desperately trying to sound better:
i just drank one big tank of water, two spoons of biba syrup. two spoons of cough syrup. already finished all my lozenges. ate lemon honey sweets. drinking herbal tea next.

i need my voice back! any other remedy?
please call, 9-8-2-5-you-know-the-rest.
SUNSHINE say thanks (:

That smile. Y 10:38 PM

one scoop of sunshine please.
with some chocolate chips, thank you.

SUNSHINE needs more sunshine-ness.

That smile. Y 12:26 AM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Huua came over yesterday. Wanted to go for lunch together at novena before church. sadly, was late and we had to go for church first. so, we was like hungry hungry hungry throughout. haha. my first time there, not too bad. just had problems remembering their names. anyway, i promised her i will be there next week. (:

So, we went for a movie after that. brothers all sold out. so we watched the brave one. it was better than what i expected. was wondering why is it nc16. alright, so after the movie we went home.

When we lie on the bed, we suddenly cant get to sleep. huua was like playing with her spongbob, and for me, phinphin. we gave spongbob a chinese name, it was funny - hai mian bao bei si fang duan ku. haha. oh, ze an look like spongbob!. as spastic? haha. we was high to the max. think we slept at 4 plus.

we thought we will wake up like 1 plus. surprisingly, we woke up at 12 plus. haha, earlier than someone! so, we was wondering what to do next, came up with this weird idea of staying at home and cook. C-O-O-K. and victims are my brother, his friend, leslie poh, darren, damien. its really disastrous cooking for SEVEN person. 4-course okiee. and it turn out not too bad for a beginner, just that...

for pasta sauce we forgot onion.
and added too much water. turned out a little bland.
not enough sauce for pasta. turned out a little dry.
not enough vege for the dumplings.
dumpling a bit overcooked. turned out meat a little tough.
dumpling stick altogether. turned out one big lump, but still edible (:
forgot seasoning for the omelette. - still taste nice can.
omelette become scrambled egg. - nicer isnt it!
poured all the syrup of the cocktail away, adding only water.

quite alrightt. cant imagine huua becoming a hawker or what. sure a, b, c d, E. she was like saying can la, first try never mind, everything got 70% can liao. haha. the boys really quite poor thing arh. but never mind, great effort. (:

cleaning part was worse. i hate dish-washing. but but but i never knew i am that smart, until i mopped the floor with just three simple steps. one, spread soap all over the floor. two, pour water to and sweep the soapy part away. three, mop the floor dry with a mop. haha, it turn out very clean okiee. so hilarious.

so worn out, but it was fun. three hours of cooking, total unglamness and the ratings we got is full marks from my brother, and from darren 43 marks out of 100. well, take the average still not bad. got A okie. (:

wondering how will life be in hostel. must really be good friends with neighbours, so that we can combine effort and cook together. haha. less tiring.

keep going my friend, you will make it. :DDDDD

if we fail A's, still can be a cook. LOL.

so borrreddd, know what. i still need to write OP script and the three questions that might be asked during OP. so sad lei. sigh. traffic duty tomorrow too. no accidents hopefully. haha.

nights.

That smile. Y 10:02 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

SUNSHINE IS NO LONGER SHINING.
sunshine is sad.

That smile. Y 12:52 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

Oh my god, im having gastric again. ): OUCHHHHHHHHH.

Odac as usual with two rounds, and three rounds of circuits and lastly two rounds of recovery walk. i am beginning to hate star jumps and love step-ups. and yes! i think i shed some fats again. :DDD

So, i just drank some milk. but its still painful ):
my fever subsided and headache is getting better. now is the sore throat.

its been three days since my parents went to hongkong. and im so BORREDDDDD! ):
have been staring into spaces for the past one hour. i realised i have been sleeping alot.
my daily routine is like eat and sleep, wake up eat again and sleep again. bored to the max.

saw this on friendster and think it is interesting, maybe true to an extent. (:

Virgo (Aug 23- Sep 22)
Today you will see some big bright signs that will prove to you that you are on to something -- follow your instincts and head in the direction that feels right. There is a role you're starting to get comfortable in that you never thought would fit -- just goes to show you that life always has surprises for you that help keep you on you toes. Community involvement could give you a bigger sense of purpose, so consider moving into a volunteer situation.

SUNSHINE IS UNWELL.
look out for rain. HAHA.

That smile. Y 9:15 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

PW is seriously killing brain cells. just who came up with this subject, feel like slaughtering that person :(

Anyway, i think i can promote. I got a C for math and survived. but so many around us, seem to have done quite badly. hope they can make it to next year. good luck people (:

It's huua's birthday on 15th, and gkgy's birthday on 16th. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :DD

Sigh, better get back to PW now. Blog again soon. nights.

That smile. Y 8:58 PM

Friday, October 12, 2007

had math paper today, and was a happy girl. but not anymore, i need to watch green forest my home badly ): kind of addicted to it, but there is no episode 6! SADDD. was once again reminded of doomsday. SADDD x2. though, i knew by worrying now, it wont change anything, but just cant help it but to feel nervous. just hope math can save me (:

watched mr woodcock today. not a show that i would comment much on. average i would say. if you're going to watch that, how about lust caution. i got propaganda-ed by huua. it seem pretty interesting.

oh, there's odac tomorrow. plus need to wake up early for the traffic observation. ):
better go to sleep now.

nights. (:

That smile. Y 12:03 AM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

SO BORED!. woke up late enough, like i said the day before. was bored to tears, when huua said shes going home. was planning to look through physics text at home, when i suddenly got tired of studying. aimlessly do random stuffs and fell asleep in the afternoon, taking nap that i hate. changed my blogskin (FINALLY) and busy keeping myself occupied. its a long day wasted. and feeling very hungry now.

was wondering what if i retain, though in my heart i feel that i wont.
hope huua and i can promote.
i guess i have to study for physics.
hope it makes a difference.

SUNSHINE(:

That smile. Y 7:40 PM