You, can't deny that smile.

Friday, August 24, 2007

Everything is back in place. Now everyone is getting along well. thank god!. hahs.

today suppose to go eat sakura buffet with the beatty people but huua cant make it. so, alvin suggest that we dont meet. in the end, alvana, cheryl, yolander ( did i spell it correctly? ) and XIAOMING and i went to eat fries and icecream at mac. and yes, it's fattening. worse still, i just ate a bowl of noodles when i came home. right now, i can feel myself weighing heavier than what i weigh four hours ago. Arghh, i need to jf jf!.

Yay!. my dad has agreed to let me buy the red ipod nano, but have to wait until next month i guess cause brother just bought laptop. but who cares as long as i dont have to save up myself to get it. haha. just knew it, hes the best!

was flipping through the calendar, and realised its 33 days to promos. OH GODDD. i feel so dead. THIS IS SO PWF! okie, what if i cant promote. or what if i advanced and dont do well, then flunk my A's. then i might not have the chance to take A's again. end up in poly with some course im unsure of. then always occupied with endless projects and tutorials. go bonkers one day, and end up in some mental hospital.

this is when i start to think of what i wrote in my gp essay today. is the pursuit of paper qualifications detrimental to the entrepreneurial spirit?. i should have wrote: yes it is, it makes people go bonkers before even they come to the entrepreneurship stage. okie, this isnt funny. im going crazy.

*i just want to pass promos.

That smile. Y 8:15 PM