Friday, August 31, 2007
today's concert in school was enjoyable. generally a good one i guess. the girls was so sweet to have cut birthday cake with me. thank you girls! then rushed off to beatty to meet the teachers.
it kind of feel good to be back there where everything is still so familiar. but, theres some changes made i guess. the central area got more trees. haha. oh yarh, and the moment we got there, we went to canteen to buy drink. the auntie still recognise us! and she still remember i love just tea peach. it just feels good.
then saw yating when we went up to library. oh my god. she gave me a hug and i burst into tears. how i miss her! then 6 of us meet up - jzeying, kelly, yating, yhih huua, val and me. samantha overslept! haha. and simin can only go off at 1. how sadd. sisterhood not completed.
we spoke with mdm ong, mr lee, ms lim, mrs Ltan, and mr quek who taught us alot (im really sorry that i dropped art). haha. after which we had lunch together and val showed us what wonders her phone can do. jzeying's can do it too! i want a samsung phone!SEE! she's thinking of yating!

Val + yating = ME?

haha. i love the last one. arent we cute? (i know we are!)
too bad they've got something on, if not we could carry on taking more pictures. haha. sooooo saddd. then i went home and slept half the day 'away'.
Actually, today has not been THAT wonderful. the whole day i felt like crying. even during the concert. last night i have been missing my mum. just when is she coming back. what happened today made it worse for me.
i cant believe how unimportant i became. felt so insignificant and so depressed. today turn out to be the opposite of what i had expected. i would have cried to death if not for him. he gave me a nice treat of ice-cream that managed to cheer me up a little. at least someone in the world still cares.
actually what i wanted is really simple. just that nobody knew.
a happy seventeenth birthday.
pray that tomorrow will be better. nights.
That smile. Y
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